Really, why is that even an expression? Thanks alot Charlie Brown. and Good Morning/mourning. When people say good morning to me my thoughts automatically go to Jeff and not the time of day. Every little thing reminds me of him. everything, lately, makes me miss him more. I am trying to stay positive, but I’m tired of that, it’s almost too much. Getting dressed, somedays, is too much. How in the hell am I supose to do this? Everyday, every minute, every second I miss him. I hurts. Grief sucks. Right now, I hate just about everything. Right now, all I want to do is curl up into a little ball and not wake up until Christmas is over. But, I can’t, I know that, but I still want to.
Jeff, please give me the strenth to get through Christmas this year.