#1. 5 kids equals lots of work.
#2. It’s very hard to be around happy people when you are sad.
#3. Being around sad people when you are sad sucks too.
#4. New Years Eve sucks when you have no one to kiss at mid-night (besides your mother)
#5. I miss the presents I would have gotten from Jeff. I miss the thoughtful little things that used to annoy me. I miss the cuddles and the hugs, and the stupid jokes.
#6. I can drive all 5 kids to Minnesota and back with out any major problems. (even when I lose the directions on how to get back home)
#7. I miss jeff more then I ever thought was possible.
I’m sad today, I’m tired, I just really want to wake up and discover that this was all just a dream, a very bad dream.