It’s official

I’m getting depressed, and no amount of “positive inside voices” is going to work.  I have been trying to convince myself that I’m not depressed, but I think I’m lying to myself.  I’m not sleeping well (partly because of the 5 kids that won’t sleep), I’m not eating well (partly because I can’t cook anymore), and I’m cranky, and bitchy, and weepy and so totally overwhelmed with life right now.  I just can’t seem to blow these dark clouds away.  It sucks, sucks, and sucks.  I don’t like this, in fact I hate it.  I want things the way they were, I want my life with jeff back. 

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One response to “It’s official

  1. it sucks. sucks. and sucks.

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