I’m starting to pack, it’s overwhelming. There is so much stuff, stuff that usually would mean nothing, now means something. It’s weird. I know Jeff will be coming with us, but it still feels like I’m leaving him here. I’ve been going through his stuff, I can’t make myself get rid of his things. I found some old family movies, one was from when he read to Juli’s second grade class. It was soo cute, he dressed like a duck and juggled eggs. Juli, Sam and Sally sat and watched the whole thing, it was almost like Jeff was reading to them again. I am so glad I have these things.
On the Minnesota front… from what I hear my house is coming along beautifully and many people have told me it will be just perfect for our new little family. I really think I need this fresh start. I am almost getting excited. I really just want to snap my fingers and have it be April, I would love to avoid all this work. It’s nuts.
I think my future is getting brighter, I hope soon to bask in the sun.