Sooo… I am now an official homeowner. I got to cross all of the assorted tasks related to that. Horray! It was a big step to take. Moving forward on a totally different path then I had planned, but I can do it. Moving forward on my own was not something I had ever imagined doing. It is hard to remember all of our shared goals and dreams, and not get so sad. It’s hard to start over planning a future, a future where things are unsure, a future where things are different. But a future. A future where things are new and different for the kids and I. A future, a start, a begining, all new. I am both excited and scared. More importantly though I am hopeful (most of the time)
April is moving month, I am shooting for the first part of the month, because the sooner I move the sooner I get a break from the kids. As much as I love them monsters, they are slowly sucking every last drop of sanity I have left. Okay, I do exagerate, but you get the point.