It’s odd that no matter how much you wish that things would just stay the same, they never do. When you wish that time would just stand still, it never does.
We are moved now, things are supose to start getting back on track, but which track? and where is this track? I don’t know how to start over. I don’t know where to start. How do I make things normal when I don’t know what that is anymore?
I had the weekend off, it was great, but it didn’t bring me the clairity I was hoping for, it didn’t bring me the peace I was hoping to find. I did manage to do lots of thinking. I realize the answers are not going to just fall into my lap, I am going to have to work hard to find them. and even after all that work, they still may not be the right answers.
I’ll find happier things to write about next time, I promise!