Walls and ladders

I feel like I’ve hit a wall.  All forward progress has stopped.  I’ve been taking the easy way out for a while now.  Avoiding the hard stuff.  Covering up problems and issues.  Dealing with only the easy things…  I can’t do that anymore.  I need to move forward again and that means dealing with the yucky stuff.  Yuck… I don’t wanna.  I’m going to have to put on my rubbers a slog through the crap.  I’m going to have to find the ladder and climb these walls.  But first I need a nap….


3 responses to “Walls and ladders

  1. I am embarrassed to say that this was the state I was in for over two years after Don died and it was much to my detriment. I squandered money, was irresponsible, you name it—-looking back, I think I needed my brother to keep power of attorney for me — I would have been in much better shape while I got myself together. It is a long, hard journey–that’s for sure.

  2. Two steps forward, one behind is my usual state of doing things. You are entitled to the nap, so take it. Then, pull on those boots and start kicking girl! You can do it, just keep going. Don’t try to absorb the whole mess all alone or in one big project. Break it down, one thing at a time.
    Keep your chin up and just go for it! I’m cheering you on!

  3. I swear, reading your blog brings me comfort if only to know we never stand alone in our grief. Good luck digging through the mud.

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