I have learned that just because right now my life kinda sucks doesn’t excuse me from being a good person.
It’s still important for me to be a good friend, even if my friends don’t understand that listening to them complain about their husbands breaks my heart. How are they supose to know? I forget that they can never understand what I’ve gone through/am going through. I need to have more patience with my friends.
It is still important for me to practice “random acts of kindness”. Aside from the fact that it makes me feel good, if I decide I am too cranky to be nice, then I have broken the chain. I need to hide the dollar bill under the candy bars, I need to make the kid that finds it smile. I need that and so does the world.
I have learned that you can only put off decisions for so long before they make them self. Then your stuck with a default, which isn’t always good.
The world does not stop just because I am having a bad day. I am just a small piece in this giant puzzle.
There is good everywhere, you just have to look.
As long as I have hope and faith I WILL BE OKAY!!!