I hate this time of year. everyone is so happy and excited for the holidays, i just look ahead with dread… I wonder how long it will take to actually be happy about thanksgiving and christmas again. I feel bad because the kids deserve to have that fun and excitement again, but now matter how hard i try, my heart is still not in it. This year it will be even harder because there is very little money for presents. which makes me feel even worse. ugh!
I hate being so whiney all the time, I hate being so alone, even with 5 kids i am always so lonely.
Yuck, Yuck, Yuck!!!